I want to run away and tell everyone they are nuts, I can’t have cancer! What are they talking about! The fear, the stress......I don’t want to do this but what choice do I have? I can choose death, or I can choose to fight, to stay alive. I want to see both of my sons get married, I want to know their children. I need to know that my children are okay, that they are well on the path to happiness and security. Major - he is my driving force, my grandson, the reason I get out of bed every day. That little boy and I have a special connection, I can’t explain it.
Deep breath - breathe......Chemo starts in the morning. Some one wake me up from this bad dream!
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